Saturday, May 24, 2008

abnormality :(

today is just the day.. just a normal day with abnormal people around me.. pati tuloy ako nadadamay na din sa kaabnormalan nila.. sis!! heLp.. oMG.. as in.. i saw him, that's good di ba? and then 'saw him with other girl, that's bad.. ouchh! can you imagine the kilig factor i felt taz biglang yung excitement na nadama ko bumulusok paibaba.. it's too bad and it's too painful i can be the next diamond star :( .. "plastik" in short.. hayy.. ang saya-saya sana kasi reunion kami ng halos lahat ng classmates DMA taz may kasama pa palang asungot?? ah ewan! i can't help but to share it to you kasi nga since i don't have any friends around, wala na akong mapag-share-an and i have to express this one or else i'll feel too miserable.. oohhh.. it hurts, really! nakakainis ng bonggang-bongga! ang tahimik ng buhay ko tapos biglang nagulo na naman.. hayy same the other day? nadadalas na to ah.. pero parang mas matimbang na tong recent, the one i am talking about.. siguro since grad ball days pa lang or before.. yeah! right! medyo na-feel ko na yun nung grad but di ko na lang masyadong inisip until tonight.. shocks, totoo kaya? Oh Lord (i'm sorry, really i am, You're blasphemed) but sana WAAG!! no, hindi pwede.. talagang hindi.. gosh!!


you know what i did lang dun kanina? nagpa-cute lang at hinayaang maglukso-lukso ang hearty ko.. ah ewan! kakainisss.. (grabeng emphasis na talaga!) although he's talking naman talaga to me almost all of the time but it's all about the work, work, and work.. careers and anything.. what am i supposed to do?!.. jealousy's eating me up and i really don't know what to do.. will i just let it pass and let time blow it all over again? and again, and again? ang sad naman ng buhay _ _ _ - _ _ _ _ ko.. :( pareho lang siguro kami ng kapalaran ni Roxanne G., hanggang career lang suwerte pero sa lovelife, flattened na distorted pa at sobrang pixelise na hindi na talaga mai-re-restore kahit pa ng illustrator o corell.. whaat?! hayaan you na me, ganito ko lang talagang aliwin ang sarili ko pag sobra-sobrang pain ang na-encounter ng fragile kong puso.. :(


na naman!?! ewan ko nga din, wala na akong kadala-dala.. oh shut my heart out! tama na nga! all i know is that it really hurts, cyber sis ha! (wow sosyal ng title mo..) :) ok, from now on, ikaw na yun.. byebye for now, signing off, goodnight! :0 waahh!

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