I'll be home for Christmas. ~ ♥

Gotta love that. Hopefully I can have the best vacation ever, doing nothing but eating, sleeping, reading books, listening to music, succumbing myself to writing all my heart out. :) Hopefully. Like really. :) 

I have nothing to say about my 2010 but only gratefulness for all the things that happened to me for the past year. Despite the roller coaster of emotions I felt this year, (O_o) I still find this year good and I have so many lessons learned.. Although honestly, nakakapagod din talaga tong taon na to para sa akin, physically, emotionally (ang puso ko!! (~_^) hahaha),  and mentally.. Naloka lang din kasi ako sa pagvi-visualize ng future ko. Naks! 

Whatever, I still feel blessed and I've been happy naman generally. 

So sana by 2011 more blessings, a clearer and brighter future, and more time sana for myself and for Jesus! Plus mas masayang New Year ang prayer ko for everyone of us.

Let's do this! Merry Christmas and a Hapy, happy, happy New Year! ♥

inspiring tweets for women! 

@TheSingleWoman: If someone doesn't return your affection, it might be for your own protection. #TrustAndLetGo

@paulocoelho: Don't explain your feelings. They belong to you. 

@Belt_of_Truth: An open heart to GOD, permits GOD to heal wounds that have never healed. 

@TheSingleWoman: Taking ownership of your happiness means not letting the moods of others define yours. Own your own smile! :)

@TheLoveStories: "For everything there is a season, you know. Time to hold on and then a time to let go."

@TheSingleWoman: I don't ever have a morning where I wake up & say, 'I really need to find a boyfriend today.' ~@taylorswift13

@Belt_of_Truth: Whatever is in our past, GOD is in our future! 

@kc_concepcion: ❥ When everything seems to be falling apart, things are actually falling into place.

 @TheSingleWoman: God always offers us a second chance in life. ~@PauloCoelho

@etap: A heartbreak is always a blessing from God. It's just His way of letting you realized He saved you from the wrong one. :) 

@TeensInLove: Some people act like they don't need love, like it's an 'ego' thing but, it's not ego. It's fear of being hurt. 

@FunnyOrFact: A guy & a girl can be friends. But sooner or later one will fall for the other. Maybe too early, maybe too late, just maybe forever.

 @TeensInLove: There will always be that one person you wish you could stay with forever. 

@lizzzuy: You gotta find something you love to do and do it for the rest of your life.

@ihatequotes: True happiness will always be up to you. You hold all the cards.

@TeensInLove: The problem with us girls is that we fall for boys who gives us the sweetest words they never really mean.

@TheSingleWoman: Sometimes the best way to reclaim our spark is to take a bold leap into the dark.

@Belt_of_Truth: There are 2 ways to live -- seeking the best of life here & now, or seeking GOD’s glory as we keep our eyes on eternity.

@Belt_of_Truth: You and I will be held accountable for every word and action we say and do -- Monitor what you speak! 

@Belt_of_Truth: Thank GOD that in our ever-changing world we have HIS constancy in our lives.

@ihatequotes: Life isn't about being someone others want you to be. It's about being yourself, and accepting yourself for who you are.

@TeensInLove: Single doesn't mean lonely. It means you are preparing for the arrival of a better love. 

@ihatequotes: Sometimes you have to go through a bunch of storm to find your rainbow. Life is fair! Smile and Move up! 

@linocayetano: Thank You Lord for good coffee in the morning! He blesses us each day w both big & small things, make sure to count them all!

@TeensInLove: One of the most amazing things is having someone fall in love with you, who you thought you never had a chance with.

@TheSingleWoman @RevRunWisdom: Dear Lord.. Please keep me from chasing dreams & ppl u don't want me to chase.

@TheSingleWoman: Sometimes a new beginning is even better than a Happy Ending. :) 

@TheSingleWoman: You must never be fearful about what you are doing when it is right. ~Rosa Parks

 @thelovestrings: Gotta love the days when all you gotta do is to walkout from your door while thanking God for everything. ♥ 

@TeensInLove: If you don’t do something foolish while you are young, you won’t have anything to smile about when you are older.

@TeensInLove: Sometimes its better to keep it all inside, where the only person that can judge you, is yourself. 

@thelovestrings: Because no matter how drastically sassy and impulsive crazy hard to get you are, there's always be that love that would got you off guard.

@iamsuperbianca: to every girl reading this: know your worth and learn to love yourself. ♥

@LearnToBeAlone: Learn to be alone is learn to enjoy and relish the chance that you can do all the things by yourself.

@iamsuperbianca: If shes amazing, she wont be easy. If shes easy, she wont be amazing. If shes worth it, u wont give up. If u give up, u're not worthy. -L.D.

@AidiMs: Just because I love you, it doesn't mean I'll do everything just for you. FYI, I love myself too.

@sam_yg: "If you aren’t happy single, you won’t be happy in a relationship."

@TheLoveStories: Single doesn't mean u dont receive love. Single means u're much loved by the people around u that u don’t need someone to complete u. #TLS

@TheLoveStories: Value your TIME, BODY & most of all YOUR HEART. Stop giving these things to people who don't deserve them. 

@TheLoveStories: All girls really want is someone who will stay no matter how hard it is to be with them. 

@TheSingleWoman: People aren't hating the SINGLE in you..they're hating the SECURITY in you. Small minds can't fathom your solo glow! :)

@BestFilmQuotes: "I need to know that it's possible that two people can stay happy together forever." -Juno (2007)

@TheLoveStories: #FACT When a woman cry, it's not over just one thing. It's built up anger & tears that they've been holding in for so long.

Hope you all enjoyed my compilations!

To all the single bloggers out there: Let us all enjoy the journey and take time to be happy ALWAYS. :)

The all the coupled up bloggers: Enjoy and cherish each of your relationship. :)

Let's all stay happy and let's keep on inspiring each other! ♥ Yaaaaay.. 

THANK YOU SO MUCH, LORD!!!!!!

I am overwhelmed and I am beyond words. Sobra! I will blog about this tomorrow if my time permits. Gosh, I am one of the happiest girls in the world right at this moment!!!!

God is so awesome, so good  and so faithful. I really have nothing but praises and gratitude for Him.

Thank You!!!!!!!!

reinvent yourself!

i just did! :)

almost pixie cut, anyone? yaaay.. ready for the holidays! ★  will post the "look" maybe next week. :) because i strongly believe that reinventing your look every now and then gives you that kind of high that makes you feel so young and hip. plus it's so refreshing!

let's do this! all of us! ♥

and... i just wanna share that all the signs that i asked were given yesterday. :) plus for the first time, after almost 5 years of attending in PPFBC, i've attended prayer meeting because last night was the church's thanksgiving celebration. it was a 4-hour marathon! although i'm not complaining. :) it's just that i was a "little" shocked. chos! but it was really a meaningful night. :)

i look forward to more meaningful nights with Him~ ♥

ps: depression that I'm anticipating because of my health condition is not up yet. hopefully it never comes back anymore. please! :p

i'm afraid.. :(

gosh.. what's happening? what happened to me? i am again to enter in a medication process that will truly devastate my disposition in life once more.. i'm gonna start tomorrow and i'm already depressed of what i will be going through again.

the sleepless nights, confusion, dizziness, headache, tiredness, the negative feeling and much worse: the sudden weight gain. :( oh no, i don't wanna go through that again but it's inevitable and that i really have to.. i will also face the fears of long term side effects of all these.. :( ayoko na.. :(

ang dami ko pa namang nababasa na puro positive things online and yet wala akong maramdamang joy and optimism because of this dilemma. but... if this is God's way of reminding me that He is our God and He is our all-knowing and all-loving God, i will submit to His sovereignty. i just really pray that this Christmas, i'll be okay na.. no more pains and depressions please!


so for one week or more, expect a very gloomy and depressed version of me.. but bear in mind that i really don't like that kind of mood and attitude but things that are out of my control is overriding my emotions and i have no choice but continue with the medication no matter how much i hate this one. :(


haaaay.. to end this post, let me share something i saw in tumbLr, swakto lang sa nafi-feel ko ngayon..

... and this!

"She is out there. My Cinderella. She is real. She exists. I pray for her constantly. May God satisfy the desires of her heart, draw her close, consume her. May He claim her passions, her identity, her refuge, her hopes, her strengths and weaknesses, every fiber of her being. May she treasure and cherish her Savior more than anything of this world and cling to His will with every ounce of her stamina. By all that she is, does, and strives to be, may He draw near to her and she to Him."

- Adam Young (aka Owl City)  (via maddyinchrist)

(Source: 250wordsmith, via princessofpeace) 

Christmas outfit predicament turned life evaluation (again)

Pag nagsha-shop ako ng clothes at nagustuhan ko pagkakita ko tapos sinubukan ko nang isuot sa bahay, hindi na bumabagay! Like nari-realize ko na lang na ang pangit sa akin or hindi bagay at nasasabi ko na lang, ang baduy ko talaga pumili ng damit para sa akin! :p

Seriously, I don't know what really looks good on me that's why I don't buy dress or clothes for me because I know lang na it will be an epic fail. :| Buti na lang I have my mother, sisters, aunts, and girlfriends to guide me in buying clothes for me. Better yet, I can easily grab their clothes that I like. So much easier. :) 

So this is what I wanna wear on Christmas celebration. Simple lang pero sana ma-achieve at ma-pull-off ko ng maayos. :)

That's the reason for this post. I wanna change for the better this coming new year and I will start in my appearance/clothes to wear. Tama na ang pagiging lackluster. Na-achieve ko na yung "bahala na" attitude this year. I will now start planning what I really want to see myself 10 to 20 years from now and that change will start in 5... 4... 3... 2... 

i've been feeling low today.. early in the morning? yes. :(

i'm down and i don't like this feeling but i've learned something from bea that you don't have to always show to everyone that you're always okay even if you're not, and that you have to acknowledge your feelings every now and then.. because i have this tendency to just bottle up all my feelings even though it's been killing me that's why in the end, ako din yung nahihirapan. :(

i had a good(?) cry last night and so many questions were raised in my head and i don't wanna think anymore because it's giving me pain and disappointments lang. :/ but somehow it made me realize that i needed change (and that i have to change) if i really wanna make a difference in my life. haaaaay.. what a way to start my december. sobrang positive pa naman ako sa buwan na 'to.. oh december, please be good to me. :p

i'm listening to gary v. right now, i just wanna listen to inspirational songs because i have to be inspired.. i feel really sad today.

i lift all these feelings to You, Lord.. please take all these burdens in my heart because i really can't make it without You.

to somehow lift my spirit, i wanna share this lyrics from my favourite jaci velasquez: 

There are days when I feel

The best of me is ready to begin.

Then there're days when I feel

Im letting go and soaring on the wind.

Cause I've learned in laughter or in pain

How to survive.

I get on my knees, I get on my knees;

There I am before the love that changes me.

See I don't know how, but there's powr

When I'm on my knees.

//edit: saw this on twitter:


Gotta love the days when all you gotta do is to walkout from your door while thanking God for everything. ♥