napapagod na ako!


hay.. puro na lang hayy.. ambot ah! wala lang.. naiisip ko lang kasi na parang sobrang bata ko lang para mag-act as matured.. na parang hindi na ako nakakapahinga and i don't have time na for myself.. i really wanted to rest but never had the time.. "burnout" - that's what i really feel! ganun na lang ng ganun ang routine ko sa maghapon and i don't like this kind of system! i admit i'm not happy with what's going on in my life and i really can't help it! :(

gusto ko nang umuwi ng Rizal pero pa'no?! ang hirap naman.. it's true nga pala na "be careful with what we wish for because it might actually come true".. ang wish ko nga naman talaga is to have a work agad at nung nagkaron, i became restless naman..

siguro ganito lang talaga pag nag-aadjust pa.. i just hope and pray na maka-survive ako dito..
"kakayanin ko to.. :0"

graduate na kami! :)

so anong feeling ko? maLungkot ako.. super! masaya din ako xmpre pero andun pa din yung lungkot.. until now kasi madami akong nami-miss at mami-miss pa.. senti mode ako ha? :( hayy.. pero ganun talaga ang buhay.. we all have to live with it since life is a cycle.. how I wish bata pa rin ako para hindi ko pa alam yung mga feelings na katulad ng mga ganito kasi ang hirap eh! Sobrang nahihirapan ako and it's so disturbing..

the 13 years of school life is amazing.. it was really a learning experience for me and it molded me as who I am right now.. I really appreciated naman the life I lived up with and it’s a nice feeling bracing another phase of my life.. I just hope I can live up to the expectation of the outside world.. now that I already have a work, I’m quite enjoying this one but somehow it's kinda tiring and I haven’t rested yet since I graduated! Whoo.. but it’s ok.. I am one of the lucky few na nagkatrabaho agad without even graduating yet..

basta, I’m thankful na din talaga.. pero like what I’ve said nga na hindi mo rin talaga maiaalis sa akin ang malungkot since for a long time bago lang naging makulay ang mundo ko because of ”somethings” tapos mag-e-end lang agad ng ganun? Wow.. di ko pa nga na-prepare ung heart ko sa heart attack tapos umatake na agad! Di man lang ako hinintay na makahanap ng gamot!.. hay buhay nga naman.. I’m recovering, though.. trying to move on with the help of busying myself..

precious memories in multimedia life at STI will always be remembered.. and treasured.. hay.. my very fragile heart is again for how many times?? Is being disturbed again and again and again..

update!update!!
wala ako sa mood nung grad ball naming.. yung smile sa mga pictures? Peke un.. di naman halata db? Because I am a perfect hider of my true self.. wow.. how deep! Heehee.. ang astig ng mga pics namin noh?! galing..

I will just.. you know, think back always the happy memories me and my classmates have shared.. kahit na nga nakakainis din sila minsan, still they had a big part in my life.. hmm.. buti na lang marami kaming pics together plus the videos pa so when I look back, madami akong memorabilias na magagamit.. enough na yun! For me to cry my heart out? Asus.. ayus naman nun!

Basta, yun lang.. bahala na si Batman!

“KAYA Q 2!

_aja.. :)

here's our pics pala.. :)

"i already have a work!.. my gosh.."

this is it! this is the moment.. and a time for me to shine..
such a long time since i wrote my last post and i miss blogging! so here i am again..

what happened in my life the past weeks? hmm.. nag-rush kami ng lahat ng requirements for graduation and thank GoD finished na lahat.. but i enjoyed naman the moments i spent with my classmates rushing for everything.. saya! although may mga frustrating moments din naman akong na-feel last, last week..

anyways, like what i've said, unbelievable but true.. :)
di pa ako graduate and yet i already have a work! bongga! hehe.. i'm thankful on what's happening in my life and i still can't believe it! wow.. as in wow..

i still have to thank GoD for everything HE has done for me.. for guiding me all throughout my life esp. those times where I am alone and starting to have a life of my own without my family and ever since I never felt that He left my side that's why I am not just grateful but touched as well by the amazing GoD I'm trusting my life with..

that's all for now.. i will still prepare our pics to post in here so just wait for them..

i am now ready to face the global professional world because i believe "I CAN DO ALL THINGS THROUGH CHRIST WHICH STRENGTHENS ME.."