back to normal heartrate

kanina kung medyo iritado ako, now i'm slightly fine aLthough masakit pa rin ang uLo ko.. anyways, last monday nakapanood kami ng Oscars Night and it is a greaat show! i reaLized waLang binatbat kahit yung pinaka-glamorosong awards program dito sa atin.. and i aLso reaLized kung paano tayo napag-iiwanan na ng Amerika lalo na sa paggawa ng de-kalidad na pelikula.. Oscar nominated movies are just sooo great!! waLa akong masabi.. esp. sa visual arts.. aLthough maganda rin naman ang story natin at ang cinematography but when it comes to computer graphics, huLing-huLi tayo.. taLaga nga bang hindi na tayo makakahaboL sa kanila?..



hmm.. just a thought..

naisip ko rin tuloy kung proud pa nga ba akong maging pinoy kasi i posted last time that i am soo proud of my heritage.. ganun pa nga rin ba until now?
napapaisip na ako..
dapat pa ba tayong maging proud kung may panibagong EDSA Revolution nagbabadya na namang maganap, sa mga eskandalo sa pamahalaan na talaga namang nakakasawa na!

do i still want to work here at habang-buhay maburo sa magiging trabaho ko na waLa man lang kaase-asenso?

honestly, naiisip ko nang iwanan muna ang Pilipinas.. how i wish may lakas ako ng loob to go my own way and find the career i ever wanted after i graduate.. sana nga makarating at makatrabaho rin ako sa ibang bansa..

i wish.. :)
proud pinoy pa din ba aq? uhmm.. dunno!
basta ang alam ko lang,

PROUD TO BE KAPUSO ako.. ;)

i hate this school!! arghh..
ang init-init!
ang bagal ng connection ng internet!
ang sakit na ng ulo ko sa gutom!
ang sakit na ng mata ko!

pero di pa rin aq tapos sa buwisit kong website..
ang hirap mag-upload dahil pesteng internet, walang kuwenta!!

nakakainiiiiisss!!!

this wonderful yet confusing feeLings..

have you ever feLt the kind of feeLing na you're happy this moment then the next one, yung lahat ng energy at kaligayahang nararamdaman mo ay bababa ng sobra-sobra?

nakangiti ka because you are so inspired and then all of a sudden mapapalis yung mga ngiting yun at mapapalitan ng lungkot ang pagmumukha mo..

tapos na-feel mo din na mainis at mairita ng hindi maintindihan ng mga taong nakapaligid sa 'yo kasi ikaw lang ang nakakaintindi sa sarili mo..

that no matter how you try to explain yourself to them, you CAN'T! because things will become more complicated and at the same time, magkakaro'n ng confLict which wiLL lead to a more serious problem na siyang iniiwasan mo naman..

hayy.. bakit kaya ganun ang buhay- _ _ _ -_ _ _ _? so wondrerful talaga and yet terribly confusing.. not that deep pa naman but stiLL it aLready enters my system and it's scary!

whew! ayoko na munang pag-isipan ang mga bagay na 'yan because it only depresses me to think graduation is so near.. yehey! :) but somehow, hahayy ;( the end is fast approaching as well as the end of all these fantasies..

today is valentines and my day is so bright pa sana kung hindi lang napalitan ng mga frustrating moments.. it's so tiring day! but i'LL just refLect on the good things only that happened to me today.. bad moments? ERASE!

happy vaLentines to aLL!!

oohh.. PROUD TO BE PINOY!!

you know what's the feeLing of being proud of yourself? of accepting your seLf as who you reaLLy are? it's a kind of wonderful feeling where you can comfortably cling to the truth that you beLong in this competitive , sometimes harsh reaLity of Life..

to all PINOYS, are you proud of your heritage? some wouLd say na they're not because of the current state of our country pero tingnan na Lang natin ang Lahat ng ito in a positive & brighter perspective..

if we're just going to appreciate the worLd we're living in, we can live a life that is so peaceful, so cOOL and so weLcoming..

Ok, for us to understand better, i wiLL site some examples why I'm proud of my heritage.. weLL..

first, i live in one of the most beautifuL province or city in the worLd.. (Puerto Princesa, Palawan).. you bet! :) pinoys are among the nicest and happiest in the worLd! db? yes, we may have our fair share of shady characters, which country doesn't? stiLL the resilient spirit of every fiLipinos is undeniably great! we celebrate the smallest things and we celebrate it with food.. every thing is a cause for celebration, and this is a great excuse to gather family and friends together to make bonds even more..

Filipinos can find it within themselves to LAUGH - despite of evertything.. agree? :)

i'm proud to be FILIPINO.. IT'S AS SIMPLE AS THAT..

bumming around..

"The truth is that our finest moments are most likely to occur when we are feeling deeply uncomfortable, unhappy, or unfulfilled. For it is only in such moments, propelled by our discomfort, that we are likely to step out of our ruts and start searching for different ways or truer answers. "
-M. Scott Peck

..wala lang akong magawa kaya nakapag-post, we are currently developing our own websites, unfortunately I'm lazy! damn.. actually di ko nga rin masyadong naintindihan yang quote na pinost ko.. huhu! I'm dumbed.. wahaat?!

things i did just this morning

1. Post in blogs, friendster is currently under construction that's why di ako nakapag-friendster!
2. Mang-asar ng mga classmates na nakakainis pero medyo lang! hihi..
3. Gumawa ng assignment sa Intensive English which is to give direction on how to cook our favorite dish.. waht's my favorite dish? ampalaya with egg! yahoo! simple lang tsaka yun lang ang alam kong luto eh.. hehe! at least naman masarap at healthy db? thanks to recipe.com, dun ko nakuha yung recipe ko.. wow!
4. Check ng bLog ni Ms. Bianca Gonzales.. the Latest and the present, idol talaga sa mga ideas! ang wide ng vocabuLary..
5. Develope ng website ko kahit papano pero finalization is on our house.. waah! submission is on last week of Feb.. 1 month to go na lang!!
6. Check din xmpre sa PEP.. my latest scoop in showbiz chika.. nauna pa q sa startaLk db? hmm.. power taLaga ng internet :)

i think un lang.. eniweiz, kanina naisip ko na wow, february 1 na pala.. month ng mga puso - ang malaking tanong: "sino kaya nag magiging ka-valentino ko?" baduy db? pero wala lang, naisip ko lang talga.. pero happy na ako sa life ko now.. no lovelife and importante lang naman sa akin is i have a happy family at peaceful mind.. un lang.. BOYS? they can wait.. haha!

happy vaLentines to all.. yohoo!

sino na nga ako?!

"there is no medicine like hope..
no incentive so great,
and no tonic so powerful as
expectation of something better tomorrow.."



"sometimes if you look long and hard enough at something,
you can see aspect of it you never noticed before.."

SINO NGA BA AKO?!

Ako si Christine Margaritte Drilon, graduating student ng Multimedia Arts.. few months from now, another phase of my life will end and another one will start.. How am I going to face all of these sudden changes in my life? nakakatakot, of course, to face my life all alone but somehow, I really have to..Uncertainties truly creeps on my system, ano na mangyayari after I graduate? will i be able to find a decent job and make my parents proud?

whew!! is it reaLLy every graduating student's dillema? to face the unknown? my gosh..my head hurts.. too many projects, requirements before all these things come to an end.. will I be able to finish all of them?

oh GoD heLp me! i know you aLways do.. :)