Saturday, February 6, 2010

i just missed this :)

why is it that when i'm kinda depressed, i go to you? :(

i'm having a little bad hair day right now and weird emotions i can't unveil right now.. might be the girly-girl hormones. i have nothing to do and i am just typing whatever came across my mind. i'm direction-less. :| sa facebook, twitter at tumblr kasi dapat happy lang mga ipu-post. ngayon, di ako masyadong happy kaya dito muna ako? meganon?...

update in me..

i am enjoying myself playing farmville in facebook right now :) ang saya kasi marami na akong investments dun. hehe!

malapit na valentines! sana yung plano namin (a.k.a. ko) ay mag-push through kasi kailanagan ko na ng fresh environment. toxic na yung everyday living ko masyado! i need a breather kahit saglit lang. :p (*listening to Need You Now by Lady Antebellum* --i love this song! nakaka-relate? hehe!)

anyway, share ko lang this year is the very first time na di ako gumawa ng New Year's Resolutions :) i've been doing that since Grade-5. i guess i just got tired of it. nakakasawa na din kasi na lagi kong pina-plano yung buhay ko, parang sa ngayon ayoko munang mag-isip ng future ko :) ka-lurky pa! :) siguro gusto ko ngayon, just go with the flow lang. ngayon lang. ok lang naman siguro na once in my life maging dis-organize ako sa buhay di ba? :p wala muna priorities and dreams, just being free is enough. :)

tapos nakakainis lang.
bakit pag gustong-gusto mo ang isang bagay, nawawala sa'yo tapos pag natuto ka nang i-let go yun saka naman parang pabalik-balik. i can't afford to risk something as important as this fragile thing inside of me. :| i can't, i'm afraid! :( i don't want to assume, ayoko ma-depress, magastos! :p

paulit-ulit na lang.

FML.

Ayy.. wag naman! panget :p


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