Saturday, October 4, 2008

octoberness mania

October marks the birthday month of our family. It’s a special month for me since there are many celebrations to celebrate for this time. First of all, is my birthday month :) Another year added, and of course, another step to maturity and growing up.. As if! Hehe.. The other family members will celebrate also their birthday this month, as well as my many pamangkins and cousins plus the anniversary of my mommy and daddy.. It’s too many celebrations sometimes rolled into ONE. ONE BIG day. And hopefully.. hopefully this year. I’m soo excited!! I’m going home, SOON :) Sana nga..

I just remember the last-est birthday celebration I had, my sweet sixteenth :) I realized na masuwerte na din ako kasi I experienced it all – what all normal teenagers have gone through. And I am proud of myself because despite all those stumbling blocks I’ve encountered in my entire life, I have not chosen to give up my values in life. I have instilled within me the respect that almost everyone my age neglected. I am still whole and in one piece condition. As I looked back in my 16th birthday, I can still recall all the hype, excitement, and the happiness of a 16-year-old-little-girl for having to party with all the famous friends and circle of socializations plus the “boys” of my life. . Hehe.. I felt better now and happy after what I’ve gone through as a teenager. After all those kilig-kilig moments in high school, and the heart breaks, the ups and downs of adolescence, and the pure laid-back life and easy-go-lucky kind of living. I can only remember happy memories of my past :) Nice..

That was three years ago, and now is my last year as a teener and I want to experience the best out of it. I can say na I’ve matured slowly but hopefully surely. As of now, I can say that I am contented with my life although there are times that I am wanting for so much more and more but as I reflect about my life, I am much luckier than them because I still have the respect for myself and others respect me the same. I may be single or whatever, the fact that I am happy and I know God is preparing something better for me causes me to have a wonderful feeling about my life and expect only for the best.. the best person, events, options, or career that will come along my way in the near future. Mainggit man ako all my life to other people for not experiencing what they have experienced in life, and achieving so much of a greater heights, I will just ask my personal Savior for guidance and loving care, as always :)

I have a beautiful life, and what more can I ask for, db?

i super heart♥ superbiAnca’s bLogspot :)

Everytime I had the chance to read her past articles, her thoughts, and her proficiency in writing, I can’t help but be amazed at how she can ably share her experiences through vivid description of her life through that wonderful blog. Especially during year 2004-2005 when hindi pa siya nasasadLak sa kung anu-anong scandals that I know from the heart almost if not ruined and broke her self-esteem and self-appreciation. Buti na lang she came back to her senses. :) Di naman ako inggitera pero I am inspired lang sa kanyang kakayahan sa pagsusulat to the point na she really inspired me na to take up masscom in journalism. What she was doing right now or in her life that made me like her was also just an inspiration from the people around her, so I must say life is a cycle and round. Magkaka-tagni-tagni talaga ang buhay ng mga tao. Each one of us played an important role on Earth that we may not know it, other people also get some inspiration from us, from just being ourselves. That’s the case between me, superbianca, and her inspirations in life.

Ako kaya, sino na-i-inspire ko? Hmm . . :)

Up next . . list of my favorite people that inspires me truly :) and the lessons I’ve learned through the years ..

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