GOODBYE

by: Juana
from the album: Misbehavior

Didn't mean to hurt you badly
Don't think that I am fooling around with you
So sorry for the time you've wasted on me
So sorry for the things that you went through
But I know that the problem's within me
You're so nice but your love don't deserve me
Or maybe I'm just so scared to fall in love again

I can still remember the days
So many times, I've been hurt
So much trust I put on a relationship
So much suffering I got and the pain still remain
You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for a while before I give my heart away

CHORUS
Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for a while before I give my heart away

Don't say goodbye
Don't say goodbye
I need some time for a while before I give my heart away

Now, I know I wasn't thinking before
That's why I'm always ending up with Mr. Wrong
Learning from the past, don't wanna make a mistake
You could be Mr. Right or could be a fake

You know I like you but I don't wanna take the risk
So confused and I don't know how to deal with it
Need some time for awhile before I give my heart away

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_“One of my favorite song since I first heard it because it says what my heart really express and I can always relate to the song.. It’s just that there are of course portions from it I still can’t relate to but the feeling of being afraid is just so real.

Here I am at our house having some senti moments na hindi ko na matandaan yung last time I became senti to the point of being inspired to write down the feelings.. my gosh! :) hehehe.. talagang may ganun? I just take this opportunity na makapagsulat because of my demanding schedule, I am sure month from now pa ako magkakaroon uli ng time to post some matino-tinong blog.. hay.. ano nga bang tinino nitong blog entry na to? Ewan ko din.. maybe – maybe lang ha? Hehe.. siguro I just want to share the fear of being in love again? Yun ba yun? Hmm.. ewan.. of being afraid to trust again and to risk my fragile heart to become hurt again.. Can I take it the second, the third or the fourth? I don’t know.. Kala mo naman todo-todong sakit talaga ang dinanas noh? Ngeks.. hehe! I just assume it’s like that.. Basta nakak-relate ako sa song and I appreciate the message.. I just hope and wish again na sana the person I’m going to sing that song will be patient enough for me to wait until the day I become ready to finally let go of all the fears I am keeping inside and that he won’t let me go and say totally “goodbye” because it hurts hah! To wait for someone who already set you free.. wow.. whoo!!

Ok, enough said.. heehee.. tama na.. I’m just thankful that I had this wonderful opportunity to write again in the late evening and to finally share what I feel inside.. It’s a really nice feeling.. I will treasure this night because I am able to share and reveal my self in this simple portion of world wide web..

Signing off, goodnight!! __