waah! update! update!! "twiLight"

Whew, I just read somewhere along the net that even the 'great' CHRIS TIU has been hit by the "twilight fever" ..

Oh-my-Gassshh-! ash in :) hehe.. sobrang natuwa naman ako. My goal for this month, December, as a gift for myself, is to read this twilight book and its sequel. Shucks, sana naman wag pa akong mahULi.. Wala lang, ang cute ng post niya, na-appreciate naming mga chic girLs na talaga namang madaLing ma-go gaga over things and stuffs like that of twilight :) favorite word of the month! Hayys. thanks Chynna!

Pansin ko lang, Chris is really thoughtfuL sa mga fans niya because he really took time talaga na mapunan yung haba nung times na di siya nakapagpost ng mga bagong entry. Katuwa! :)

Basta I wanna watch TWILIGHT na! Pero sana after kong mabasa.. Way to go, for me! :)

Last moments in Novemberrific month!

Well, bago man lang matapos ang buwan eh let me share what has happened around me and my interests so far.. First and topmost of my interests right now, I'm having the best time of my life kasi binabasa ko as of this moment yung TWILIGHT!! Aackk.. Ang ganda! Di pa ako nakaka-20th page pero kinikilig na ko. Hmm.. Una kong narinig tong book na to kay Chynna and sobrang ganda ng reviews nila so ako na-excite na rin and na-thrill na mabasa yun pero in fairness I'm so late na kasi 2005 pa yun nagawa and since then no. 1 na siya. Hayys! Although pangit daw kasi it'a about vampires pero yung care ko naman is yung kilig na mararamdaman ko as I read Edward and Bella's love story parang yung "The Notebook" :) Ang cute!! Ayy! I'm still a girl and a human.. Hehe! Showing na yung Twilight the Movie, sana magkaro'n na agad sa Video City para naman updated ako db? Another exciting movie na inaabangan ko din is "High School Musical 3!" Hayy grabe na ito.. Plus syempre yung sariling atin, "One True Love" sana nga maganda kasi I was really thrilled dun sa traiLer, parang sobrang makabagbag-damdamin.. Wow! Grabe ang daming magagandang peLikula ngayon! I'm so ecstatic.. Love it!

Anyway about my beLoved "Survivor Philippines", sa wakas nung Lunes natanggal na din si Marlon - dubbed as the Badboy of Primetime TV.. Wow, what a nice tag! Ngeks buti nga sa kanya. You just don't know kung pa'no kumuLo dugo namin dahiL sa taong yan, he really is an effective antagonist in our lives. What a reLief nung natanggal siya. I'm liking JC even more kasi twice na siyang nananalo ng IC at ang galing niya talagang athLetic. Well Nanay Zita is really commendable for her gut and strong will to survive.. I like her too. Such loveable persons! Kagabi di ko napanood yung episode pero si Kaye yung tinaggal nila kagabi. Exciting na yung mga susunod na episodes kasi malapit na yung finaLs.. Sunod-sunod na yung RC, IC, and TC. Ganda na nito! Way to go, SURVIVOR! :)

Ano pa ba nangyari sa akin.. Hmm.. Ayun, Last Sunday we've managed to have some outing and I enjoyed it kahit papano. Pumunta kami ng Baker's Hill tapos sa Rancho Mitra kaya lang, just like the last time na pumunta kami dun, di rin kami masyadong nag-enjoy kasi gabi na tapos magsasara na. Di namin na-foresee yung possibility na yun kaya ayun. Nakakapagod maglakad but that's what i really needed sa mga panahong ito lalo na at palagi akong nakaupo lang so yung mga fats na nakaimbak sa tiyan hayy kahit papano ay nabawasan, I just hope so! Hehe.. After dun, diretso kami ng "beybey".. :) Nasa CP ko pa mga pics eh but definitely the pics are fun :)

But prior to that, pagkarating nila Keziah dito (my pamangkin), nag-shopping kami ng konti, tapos konting extravaganza din, ayus! Pumunta rin kami ng capitol at for the first time, napanood namin yung Christmas Animation Display sa Capitol with the Vice Governors in the Philippines kasi dito ginanap yung VG League of the PhiLs. Sosyal db? :)

You know why ngayon lang tayo uLi nagkadaupang-palad, cybersis? It's because the pressure in the office is just sooo terribLy high that even when I'm in the house nadadala ko pa probLema ng opisina so you can just imagine kung anong itsura ko sa mga panahong yun. Grabe talaga! Puyatan to the highest level to the point na tumigil na lang ako nung nagkasakit ako for 3 days. Hayy, sobrang kahit naman papa'no nakapag-slow down ako dun at nakapagmuni-muni and the sweetest part is that nagkaro'n ako ng intimate bonding with the Father and I'm gLad of that, really glad.. :) Hayy sobrang na-miss ko yung mga quiet time time na yun with Him. It's heart-healthy activity and experience. Nice :)

Share ko lang, ganda ng SouLed Out segment ng SOP last, last Sunday. Si Kyla w/ Dennis. Grabe ganda "Sweet Child of Mine", bumirit ng bongga si Dennis! Galing pati si Kyla, mas na-appreciate ko siya. She's my favorite singer na babae, second kay Regine. Superb performance, ang ganda..

Yun lang mga highlights sa buwang to ng buhay ko.. Anyways, I just got bumped into this old picture of ours. Hahayy.. Sweet ol' memories :) hehe..

Why?! .. tired

"dear soLdier"

"Dear soldier, I see that you're tired. I tell you, drop your sword and put down your shield."

Yes, I was tired. Too tired of fighting another battle in my life.

"Why worry about the fight?"

I wanted to save myself. I needed to be strong. I should. I must. So I thought.

"After all, it's not your battle. It's mine"

Yours? Then why am I in all these bullcrap then?

"All you have to do is to be in the battle field."

And then what? Get myself killed? Lose everything again? Pathetic!

"Then, against the thousand who tried to destroy you, there I will stand and rescue you."

It did not happen only once. If my mind would serve me right, yes I was there. They tried to destroy me. They won. My failure prevailed. Where were you?

"Winning this war requires neither me nor you but rather ME AND YOU."

All hope is gone. I am weak - too weak to fight, to weak to lose, to weak to win.

"Just do your best."

I always do. But it never seemed to fall into place.

"I'll take care of the rest."

Yes, yes I'll rest.

"Your commander, Jesus"

It won't be easy - to let things be. To let it go. To silently face each day hoping and believing that everything will be okay. I know it won't. I know it'll never be. Things aren't the same anymore. Not anymore. It'll never be. Never.

I am just a soldier.
His soldier.
Nothing more.
Nothing less.

thanks to:

I live. I love. I am me.

Why We are Ashamed of Being a Christian?

Read only if you have time for God. Let me tell you, make sure you read all the way to the bottom. I almost deleted this email but i was blessed when i got to the end.

God, when i received this e- mail, I thought... I don't have time for this... And, this is really inappropriate during work. Then, I realized that this kind of thinking is.... Exactly, what has caused a lot of the problems in our world today.

We try to keep God in church on Sunday morning...
Maybe, Sunday night...

And, the unlikely event of a midweek service.

We do like to have Him around during sickness.... And, of course, at funerals. However, we don't have time, or room, for Him during work or play... Because.. That's the part of our lives we think... We can, and should, handle on our own.

May God forgive me for ever thinking... That... There is a time or place where.. HE is not to be FIRST in my life.We should always have time to remember all HE has done for us.

If, You aren't ashamed to do this... Please follow the directions.

Jesus said, 'If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father.' Not ashamed? Yes, I do Love God. HE is my source of existence and Savior. He keeps me functioning each and every day. Without Him, I will be nothing. But, with Christ, HE strengthens me. (Phil 4:13)

Easy vs. Hard

Why is it so hard to tell the truth but Yet so easy to tell a lie? Why are we so sleepy in church but Right when the sermon is over we suddenly wake up? Why is it so easy to delete a Godly e-mail, but yet we forward all of the nasty ones?

Of all the free gifts we may receive, Prayer is the very best one..
There are no costs, but wonderful rewards GOD BLESS

Notes: Isn't it funny how simple it is for people to trash God and then wonder why the world's going to hell. Isn't it funny how someone can say 'I believe in God' but still follow Satan (who, by the way, also 'believes' in God.

Isn't it funny how you can send a thousand jokes through e-mail and they spread like wildfire, but when you start sending messages regarding the Lord, people think twice about sharing?

Isn't it funny how when you go to forward this message, you will not send it to many on your address list because you're not sure what they believe, or what they will think of you for sending it to them

Isn't it funny how I can be more worried about what other people think of me than what God thinks of me.

thanks to:

Touched by an Angel

I'm currentLy Listening to . . .

• I Hate This Part by The Pussycat Dolls
• Tonight by Jonas Brothers
• Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade
• Once Again by South Border feat. Jasmine Trias
• Take Me With You by Secondhand Serenade

I can't make kuwento pa 'bout my vacation experience where in fact sobra 1 week na 'ko nakarating.. waah! I need my mind be cLeared and settLed first before I can succumb myseLf in a writing mode again. Hayyz.. Can't concentrate pa eh because there's just too many things pa to be done first before anything else basta ok lang ako, F-I-N-E. I'm thoroughly fine, yes. :) hehe.. basta! ang guLo..

I got these stuffs from my high school junks? (or memories -LOL-)

and this song made me, ahmm.. what shall i say? It made me so weak, guiLt rush through my veins and everything seemed so gloomy, i am so sorry for my life, for whatever's going on around me.. I don't know, nakaka-miss tong kantang to and nakaka-miss din yung masaya kong buhay dati.. yes, gaya ng dati :(

this is what i look like as i heard this song ;

whoah! what's happening? emo post? i just don't know.. i still don't know.. I am in the verge of breaking down and the pressure around me seemed sooo much to handle it hurts! Stopppp...

Anyways, this one: such a lovely memory and quote :) i wrote this at the back of my diary when i was in high school and it's still there, i miss writing my own seLf . . hayyz

the quote in the right side was taken from the movie "I Believe in Seven Mornings". At the left side, my immortal :) theme song, 214. These are just few of my memories way, way back then. It's good to know that I still remember some of them, some that really touched my heart and made a great impact and change in my life..

wow, how deep! My supposed to be cool and "wala lang" post became a big blow-up of now and then of my life. Pathetic me!

REUNITED !!

What a pLeasant evening treat to CHREELCAFE TEENS! Perfect night after years of separation,we were able to pull off and celebrate our years of togetherness with a BIG BANG! Yeah, c'mon.. Setting aside our differences, we have made it finally to get together and talk about each other's lives. It's a refreshing night for averyone of us and just thinking about it right now made my heart smile and be happy that somehow, there's still something common left for us which keep us binded and bonded, it's the "friendship blood" we have built through the years. We may not be the best group or barkada to be exact, we may not be perfect for each other, we may not be there whenever one needs a friend, schools and houses may apart, there is still that special feelings we have for each other. Yes, we are not the perfect friends and we have our fair share of flaws and shortcomings but at least we are regarding those as issues, big issues needed to fix and that whatever's happening in each of our lives, the communication is kept open. And I'm happy for that. :)

I didn't know there was this "reunion-chuva" that they're cooking up to because my whoLe day is a mess and I'm quite absorbed by my thoughts that I haven't noticed them as I was waLking to go home and then suddenly we had some little chit-chat and all of my friends were there! As in, wow, they were really there and I was the one they're still waiting for but of course, they knew already the nature of my work, abnormal yung time ng pag-uwi. But then, I'm glad that the stress and anything dark I've experienced earlier of the day has gone and has been repLaced by endless chika and bonding time with the girLs. We cooked our "special foods" for the "special night" of having been together again, which as I said, after 3 long years. The kuwento-kuwento just kept on pouring as well as the foods and drinks & I'm really happy, well KAMING LAHAT.. Ang saya taLaga. Imagine, that was my first time that I happened to get a relaxation treat with the whoLe gang plus the other side kicks pa :) hehe..



What made the night more special is the fact that we were able to catch each and every moment of enjoyment because we took pictures every now and then, and also for the first time, nagkaro'n din kami ng picture together, Us 6. Another wow factor. Plus of course the LAUGHTRIP that made us all so weak to catch up on our breath and continue laughing. :) Grabe taLaga! In other words, taLagang mamatay-matay kami sa tawa.. Hahayy..

Yes again, we are not the perfect set of best of friends but still we value the presence of one another and still keep the friendship alive and burning despite the distance, the differences, and our attitude problems (which everybody have!) :p and i know this friendship we have planted in our hearts will linger in each of our hearts for this day and in tomorrows to come..

xiao! :)

what i'm obsessing right now..

watching SURVIVOR PHILIPPINES!! wohoo!

yes, it's my late night habit nowadays.. ang galing-galing talaga! It's not the usual reality show na sobrang pa-cute, highly commerciaLized and pa-sosyaL.. bongga taLaga yung format and everything that's happening in the show everyday is very not much predictable. As in, mae-excite ka talaga na sundan yung bawat episode every night! I'm proud of this show.. It is something talaga na for me, one-of-a-kind. :) I'm rooting for NAAK tribe and kagabi, naku, for the first time nanaLo naman siLa for a reward chaLLenge na lakas ang ginagamit. Pero sana hanggang sa immunity chaLLenge siLa pa din manaLo para naman waLa nang ma-vote out sa kaniLa.. haizz.. Grabe, as in ang saya saya talaga namin kagabi, unLike Last thursday ata na sobrang masama yung feeLing namin most esp. me, for their loss.. gosh taLaga! buti na lang nakabawi sila at sana matuLoy-tuLoy na :)

yehey, go naak! mas marami siLang fans at isa na ako dun.. hehe :)
tapos na kasi yung UAAP madness eh so SURVIVOR mania na naman tayo :)

ito kasi ang laban ng PAUTAKAN, PAGALINGAN, at PATATAGAN..



thanks to onemark_digital's for the photo ..

another thing, TAYLOR SWIFT music.. Gusto kong pakinggan nowadays yung mga kanta niya. Cute lang kasi tapos country so very light and easy to sung to :)
yun Lang :)

birthday update :)
weeh.. 4 hours to go before my big day! shucks.. might as weLL post na and greet myseLf before anything eLse.. thanks God for everything! i Love You LoRD!

another year oLder..
another fruitfuL year..
another year to refLect bout my life..
another year to fuLfiLL my yet to come true dreams..
another year to act wiseLy and matureLy..
another year to live and love.. my self even more! :)

another great and awesome year ahead! head's up, girL (it's for me)



i love listening to "will of the wind" originally sung by Jim PhotogLo and revived wonderfuLLy by Jolina Magdangal for the movie I.T.A.L.Y. :)
this has been my theme song for 3years now.. it's one of my "many" great theme songs in Life .. enjoy the music!

Jim Photoglo

Will Of The Wind lyrics

I spent half my life

Looking at the reasons things must change.

And half my life trying to make them stay the same.

But love would fade like summer into fall;

All that I could see was a mystery,

It made no sense at all.

The will of the wind, you feel it and then,

It will pass you blowing steady.

It comes and it goes, and God only knows,

You must keep your sails on ready.

So when it begins, get all that you can;

You must befriend the will of the wind.

I spent so many hours

Just thinking about the way things might have been.

And so many hours trying to bring the good times back again.

And so it goes for lonely heated fools;

They let their days slip away,

Until they give into...

up next na taLaga.. the Lessons I've learned, pLus the people who inspired me very much..

next next pa on me: reunion in our house! going back in my hometown!! :) aacckk..